is this what hell feels like?

Is this pain I feel normal?

am i yet another teen pretending to be oh so broken

but i am not fucking broken

I am destroyed beyond repair

and it scares me

I cant even say what I truly fucking feel

(I swear too much)

what is life if not this hell I'm trapped in

I want to die

I don't have the guts to die

(I puked them out)